"Ren"

This is "ren" in mandarin. It means people, human or other definitions that are related to it. Is it easier to write this?? Yea, of course it's easy. Even those non-cina human or 'bananas' aso able to write it well. They just assume that they are drawing 'misai' on people's face, or just simply draw 2 curve lines on it. Pretty easy rite???
But I doubt so. I find it really hard to write. really..really..really hard..
One day, my teacher asked us to think of our ownself and write out the word "ren". I grabbed a pencil and thought of writing it out. But I didn't. I didn't write out the word "ren". That was the moment I felt empty. I didn't even know how to write a proper "ren". I don't deserve to be described as a proper "ren", that's why...Which curve comes first?? Which curve comes last?? From top? From bottom? From the middle?
I really find it hard to write out "ren"..seriously..Finally, just a few seconds ago, I wrote that out (on top). Obviously, it doesn't look like a proper "ren"..it could be other words or objects..So it's kinda a failure..


~<@ReE/\/~