Malaysia is sick.

Anger occupies the whole in me.

Aunt's wedding day

~my dearest pretty aunt~ phewwwwhit!!!

edited by groom's friend..

best man, Seon...

miss her lots here...heard that she's having abit of problem, hope everything will go well. U'll be fine..we'r here alwaz for u..


~<@rEe/\/~

Pit stop

Bitte machen Sie mich glücklich.

"Ren"

This is "ren" in mandarin. It means people, human or other definitions that are related to it. Is it easier to write this?? Yea, of course it's easy. Even those non-cina human or 'bananas' aso able to write it well. They just assume that they are drawing 'misai' on people's face, or just simply draw 2 curve lines on it. Pretty easy rite???
But I doubt so. I find it really hard to write. really..really..really hard..
One day, my teacher asked us to think of our ownself and write out the word "ren". I grabbed a pencil and thought of writing it out. But I didn't. I didn't write out the word "ren". That was the moment I felt empty. I didn't even know how to write a proper "ren". I don't deserve to be described as a proper "ren", that's why...Which curve comes first?? Which curve comes last?? From top? From bottom? From the middle?
I really find it hard to write out "ren"..seriously..Finally, just a few seconds ago, I wrote that out (on top). Obviously, it doesn't look like a proper "ren"..it could be other words or objects..So it's kinda a failure..


~<@ReE/\/~

Roket!!!

OMG!!! There's a roket in UKM!!! And we actually attended tat ceremony..lol..here's a very nice clear 'close up' shot that we'v taken. We have an UKM 'astronaut' and now we have a UKM roket as well. Majunya UKM!!! lol...

(hehe...it's just the releasing of nitrogen gas..lol..)

~<@rEe/\/~

I'm like a bird

You're beautiful, that's for sure
You'll never ever fade
You're lovely but it's not for sure
That I won't ever change
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

[Chorus:]
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is

Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

[Chorus]

It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through

~Song by Furtado, Nelly~

Cryptococcus sp.

"Perfect couple"

They have been together since form 4
They went to the same secondary school for 5years
They were apart for 2 years studying abroad
They came back to their homeland to settle down here
They got married 1 or 2 years after
They have a beautiful n smart daughter as their best gift in their life
The husband has a perfect smart wife, nice and great profile of in-laws, understanding parents, an ideal job, modern house, great lifestyle...
The wife has him, 100% support from parents, cute daughter, and everything that he has.
Everything seemed to be very perfect and wonderful

But
Due to the 100% control from in-laws
Because of the perfectness, he feels bored
9-5 works at his in-law's company
5-9 stays at his house with his wife and kid
He thinks that his life shouldn't be like this forever
He doesn't feel like he is a man
His fragile and vulnerable emotion just gave a chance for a girl to ruin their life, their marriage
He feels like a man when he is with her
And now he calls for divorce
A perfect man calls for divorce

Hope

Hope we'll all be fine..
Hope the flu disease will fast fast go away..
Hope everything will be really good..
Hope those diseases wont come target us..
8 weeks of internship, now 7 to go...
Anyway, Im currently having my internship in HKL (Hospital Kuala Lumpur) or general hospital in KL.
Last week i was in bacteriology lab, blood section.
This week Im in bacteriology lab, urine and stool section.
And next week will b in CSF section.


(abit lazy to blog, sorry ar..hehe...next time only tell in details with pics.)
Hope everyone is ok. Take care all!!!

Virgo

处女座终极完美分析
都说处 女座另类，双重性格，甚至有点神经质，其实原因只有一个，处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转，姑且称之为'状态'。处女座状态好的时候，可以将自己聪 明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展，此时他们显得如此完美，光芒四射，并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本非他们 的性格）。而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同 为水星守护，所以处女和双子一样善变，但双子善变的是心思，处女善变的却是情绪。

　　
很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事，这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界：要么说话做事很不自然，有做作的痕迹；要么便极度冷漠和被动，对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子，但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪，只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。

他 们想的是：与其很不自然地面对你，尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话，或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一，性格怪异，还不如先躲一阵子，等调节好了以后再 出来。所以，在与人交往中，他们只会和不得不交流的人（实在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正无所谓）交谈，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。

所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越远。特别是恋人.

而 且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的\\'处女座的人最喜欢若即若离\\'。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己， 而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你（可 事实上这种做法已经伤害）。不必难过，因为他们在乎你的话，他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚！他们所能做的，只希望快点调整好情绪，回到你的身边。

正基于以上两点，处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此：不喜主动，不善交际（也可以热情，只是今天热了，终有一天会冷的），不爱表现，不喜抛头露面（万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时，岂不大失脸面），诸如此类。

关于'洁癖'并非处女都有洁癖，很多处女座并不爱干净，但却要求整洁，他们更多的是井然有序，不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的'完美'格局。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区，严重时会表现得歇斯底里。

关 于'花心'一般说来处女座绝不花心，忠诚是他们的代名词。异性关系多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力，来反击那些普遍观点。一旦找到心中真 爱，他会呵护你一辈子，只要你能给他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳，红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘（一是责任感所致，二是怕麻烦）。

关于'聪明'不似双子灵活机巧，不象水瓶创意非凡，也不是天蝎的那种计画周密，处女座更多体现的是智慧。细腻、理性、好学加上十二 星座里一流的洞察力和最强的逻辑思维能力，处女座想不聪明都难。没事少在处女座面前信口开河，随意撒谎，很多伪纱他们一眼便能看透；也别跟他们玩什么心 计，你玩不过他们的。处女是那种可以把你卖了你还得向他道谢的类型。没事也少跟处女座辩论，他们没理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一条理来。处女是永远不会吃 亏的。

关于'单纯'处女座很纯真，但绝不单纯，他们内心复杂得让人难以想象，很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的。处女座也总在纯洁和好色之间徘徊，这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的，
宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人，心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。

关于'幽默'都说处女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他们接触吧，你会体会到什么是冷幽默，什么是真正的幽默，而并非品位低俗的搞笑。

关于'迟钝'别看你和处女座说某些提议时他们半天才反应过来，在你说好的一瞬间，他们脑子里可能已经转过五六个你这项提议会造成的后果（通常是消极后果）了。他们总是想得太多，绝非想得太慢。

关于'自私'处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊，也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的，所以显得自私。（能够理解吗？）因为处女不想伤害任何人。

关 于'逃避'由于处女座性格上的因素，他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控，或是自己的情绪无法调节好时，他们会疯狂地逃避，堕落自己，这种状 况通常对别人无害，却是伤害自己，让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心，过一阵子他们自己会好的，他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起作用。处女座一 般不会彻底堕落，堕落前可能都已留有余地，只是在等待着希望的来临。甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。

关于'内涵'处女座有涵养这一点是肯定的。在成长中不断吸取教训，不断学习，取人之长来丰富自己的内涵。因为他们感觉到情绪无法把握，而这些是自己可以踏踏实实做到的，将来一定有帮助。这是他们所追求的完美主义目标。

处女座就是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨，说穿了却又很简单的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，处女座喜欢这样
来标榜自己。因为他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。他们的内心接近了神，可是身在这个世界，不能不食人间烟火吧，所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。

处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。
处女座希望别人了解自己，却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。
处女座是最有责任感的人了，可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

Super Accurate!!! So far I've read so many about Virgo, this is the most accurate!!! Thumbs up!!!

~Taken from my friend's forwarded email~

Artwork

Try guess which one is my hand??? lol..

Bad examples~~

We're having biochemistry class. The tummy man standing in front of us is our lec, Dr infinity. We always call him infinity man coz his initial is OO. Can imagine that??He is kinda funny man, not garang o strict type, but he's very m**** (think think...). He's quite good in speaking fluent English, but then sometimes we dont really understand what he's talking about. So most of the time we understand the lesson by looking at the slides without listening to him. But sometimes he explains well also la..(cannot say until so bad, they have high qualifications also...hehe...)

Another picture of him, so can take another good look at him. I think this was our tutorial time when he was explaining about the Michaelis-Menten.

"Kawan, tengah ada kelas ni..kamu tengah buat apa ni? sudah mimpi sampai mana dah??"

This was taken during another class. We were also doing something else..haha...look at what she's doing there..one of my craziest fren, Carol..lol...dahla crazy friend, sure do crazy stuff at d crazy time at crazy place...

These are her "nice" hasil kerja...anyway, people are not allowed to do so during class ya! These are bad examples (kononnya)...if wana naikkan semangat also must find something else to do but not these ya! maybe use thick book to knock ur head...lol..

Camping

Hi everyone here!!! Sorry, now only have time to blog. Been very busy for the last 2 weeks. Rushing for reports (basically 3 reports a week which due the next day of lab), classes, labs, exams...and 1 more big event this sem-CAMPING!!! Almost all of our coursemates went and were around 57 of us, including 13 cina people like me, hehe...and around 20-30 lab assistants and of course 5 of our lecturers.
Yea, we had a great weekend over there at Lanchang --> Kuala Gandah-->Pusat Pemuliharaan Krau, Pahang. Why great? We had super stressful weeks right before the camping. Overloaded i shud say, haha...Then right after we came back from camping, we had test, test and finally last test on friday.Most of us also very 'gan cheong' type d, scared cannot finish reading la, tis la tat la...so we brought notes to Pahang. But then ended up who really got read those notes ar?ahem ahem....hahaha...
Well, that was just a 'ach-so' camping. We really stayed in a jungle and our tent was just right in front of the temp toilet!!! haha...geng leh, if rush for some business also no need to run ma...
It took about 3hours for us to reach there. Then took another 20 mins to reach the natural pure type jungle, so called they have pusat penyelidikan over there.
Ohya and one thing, we never got hungry during the camping coz we had 6 meals a day!!! haha....serious...let me count all out : breakfast at 7am, tea time at 10am, lunch at 1pm, tea break at 4.30pm, dinner at 8pm and supper around 1130pm. Few of my friends even grew fatter and quite a number of them din get used to norm 3 meals a day after we got back from Pahang. Kinda weird huh???
Normal activities that we had..first-time-sweatless jungle trekking, the session that they introduced plants like "tumbuhan perubatan", "tumbuhan komersial", tumbuhan sekunder", "tumbuhan lantai"...That time friends were asking for Tongkat Ali but they dun hav..kesian them x get to eat free Tongkat Ali, haha...Next was blindtrail in the jungle which took about 1 hour to finish the 10-min walk. All of us aso felt 'za dou' right after we came out from the jungle, sigh... Then got sukaneka with lab assistants and lecturers. OMG we were shocked that our garang garang lecturer did a perfect catwalk demo in front of us. We were shocked til nobody moved at that time. Now im hoping that someone sempat took a video of that and let me post that up . Now i just sempat post these few photos. Wait til i collect all the photos from my friends then only post the rest up here...

0700 : Just bunch of us here playing balls while the rest couldnt wake up...

View of the jungle, nice huh???

Pokok tumbang and left half standing still while the upper half hanging up there

Big ants going somewhere hunting for food

My coursemates Kingston and Yew Fai. Let me make this clear first, they'r not gay...haha...

Baba and Nyonya

With elephant!!! and my friend Liyung...

And finally, my group members. Ohya , tat's the catwalk lecturer right beside Yew Fai...Actually she's kinda friendly type but then most of the time she's garang d...we also quite get used to it.

Bacteria

So far I've seen..this is the nicest!!!

I . They

I don’t know how to play chess
I don’t know who should make the first move and who should not
I don’t know who should protect whom and who should not be protected
I don’t know who should kill whom and who should not be killed
I don’t know who to defend and how to defend
I don’t know who are my accompanies and who are my enemies

What I know is
I can see two colors - black and white
There’re horses, knights, soldiers, castles, queens, kings..
The king is the big boss
The queen is the big boss’s wife or partner
The soldiers are standing in front their bosses
They have their own strategies to beat their enemies

But
They cant move themselves
They need people to move them
Their moves are not what they wish to
They depend wholly on humans
Once win the game, they celebrate the victory with humans
Once lose the game, they are forgotten and abandoned

They feel tired
They feel themselves useless kind
They bring their injuries and frustration back to their world
They keep their tears and pain
They shut down everything
And say bye to all the worlds.