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I don’t know how to play chess
I don’t know who should make the first move and who should not
I don’t know who should protect whom and who should not be protected
I don’t know who should kill whom and who should not be killed
I don’t know who to defend and how to defend
I don’t know who are my accompanies and who are my enemies

What I know is
I can see two colors - black and white
There’re horses, knights, soldiers, castles, queens, kings..
The king is the big boss
The queen is the big boss’s wife or partner
The soldiers are standing in front their bosses
They have their own strategies to beat their enemies

But
They cant move themselves
They need people to move them
Their moves are not what they wish to
They depend wholly on humans
Once win the game, they celebrate the victory with humans
Once lose the game, they are forgotten and abandoned

They feel tired
They feel themselves useless kind
They bring their injuries and frustration back to their world
They keep their tears and pain
They shut down everything
And say bye to all the worlds.

Shi Bai de Ni, Zhen me la

shi bai de ni, zhen me la
qing xing yi jing li da da xiao xiao bu tong de feng lang
qing xing jie chu le bu tong de wei dao
qing xing yong you mei hao de shi wu
ai guo, hen guo, ku guo, xiao guo, lian min guo, xi huan guo, ju sang guo, xin fu guo
ta. lian lian gan xie

shi bai de ni, zhen me la
shi shi hou gui huan suo you
shi wu men, wei qu le
ren wu men, jie tuo le
kong qi men, zi you le
kong jian men, kuan song le
men men, jie shu xi sheng
jie tuo le

shi bai de ni, zhen me la
mi shi le
jin tou le
jue xing zuo ge liao duan
ling hun zou le
zhi sheng xia na qu qu wu neng de qu ke
deng dai ze sheng ming jin tou de dao lai

shi bai de ni, zhen me la
ta si le
bie wei ta liu xia wu gu xi sheng de yan lei
ta si le
zhi liu xia na qu ke lai du ri
ta si le
fei bu qu na shen sheng de tian tang
ye mei bie ta chu yuan shou liu ni
hei an zhi zhong zhi jian di yu zai xiang ni zao shou

qu ba
bie le
an xi ba. ni

Aunt's wedding day

My aunt, lil bro n me..Both of us look like 'so po' but then my lil bro tak cooperate langsung, stays kononnya macho, sigh...spoilt the nice picture. Ish Ish...

Yea, just another picture of 3 of us, just to let you guys see properly the great look of my aunt and ignore seeing both of us. Hahaa...This is my one and only one aunt thats not yet getting married. But she's going to get married next year. Early wishes here to her. She's one of my closest aunt, macam buddy i should say, both of us aso gila gila type. Haha...may we 'gila gila' foreva then..

And finally, our 'leng leng' pic!!!Haha...

Speaking of wedding..(sorry to say this, this is just my own opinion, can forget it after reading this...) I dont think that this is a must in our life..I mean this doesnt mean that i wont get married or anything..yea who knows that after 10yrs time u'd receive a red bomb fr me n my future hubby. Just that I prefer my life as a woman than as someone's wife, yea I just dont hav the courage to do that. Alot alot of reasons behind it but i dont think it's suitable to write it here coz my frens wil gonna bomb me if I post those up..Haha...It's not because of the 'I love you, you love me' 'I dun love you, you love me not', but because of the responsibilities..the beginning of the relationship may b bery sweet, nice, grateful..but until you reach the 'peak' of ur life, u'd feel the pain, sorrow, sadness, hatred, disappointment, loneliness, frustration...I cant really imagine myself to be in that position, that situation...And seriously I dont like kids. So kids better dont come near me...haha...
U'd say that I think too much, or think too easy or anything...Just that I cant pull myself out of this circle. I've seen alot of sad cases, some even really scare me alot. Dont mind me of ranting this kind of weird thinkings..Yea, who knows...the world changes..


<@reen here signing off

I

am insignificant...

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Yummy!!!

My breakfast!!!

My kiddy biscuits??? But it's super nice.

Okay, these are what I bought on Friday. Basically what you can see here are only food, food and food. But all are healthy food!!!

Vitagen!!! Yea, this is what I need almost everyday...

Or V-soy if without Vitagen...And Im a happy child.

Ohya, and again...

And again...this is gotta be non-stop huh???

Guess you would probably ask "Where are the clothes then???". I know it shouldn't be like this, but yea I din even look at those clothes...!!! Yea!!! No kidding!!! Not to say not interested, it's just that food is more attracting me to go there..Haha...Please dun question my gender...

~<@rEe/\/~

Happy Birthday!!!

To me!!! Haha...anyway, thanks to all who smsed n called me late nite and day on tuesday. Like my friends always say - "Im a happy child!!!" haha..
I din get to eat secret recipi's cake coz too 'cheezy' for my parents. But i got black forest!!! nice cake aso!!!Muackssss!!!! So now im waiting for SUM1 u-know-who to belanja me eat sr's cake!!!


Thanks to all!!!! Love u guys so much!!! Muacksss!!!
~<@ree/\/~

International relations

Am doing IR project. My group's topic is 'Food and Population Crisis'...need to relate lotsa countries around the world. The whole world is in my mind now. WORLD, HERE I COME!!!